November 9, 2009

Dentist!

Today I went to the dentist to get a crown made.

Hurray?!

I'm just glad that I'm almost done with this ordeal.

The crown is going on a tooth that had a root canal in May 2008.

The root canal was one of many procedures done in May/June 2008 due to an infection that almost killed me.

So I'm extremely happy to almost be done with this tooth.

I just have to make sure that my temporary crown doesn't fall off or break!

No gum chewing for a few weeks. :(

♥ Emi

November 8, 2009

A month later.

After a month off from most blogging I've had some time to think about a lot of things.

And not enough time to get better.

I've caught something else, not sure what it is, but I can't shake this fever.

I think I need to sleep for an entire day. Here's to wishing...

Anyways.

I think I can write more seriously in this blog now.

I need to start taking life more seriously. I never gave much thought to what I would do after university because I never thought I would actually go.

So it's time to sort some things out, look at my options.

Looking back maybe I shouldn't have settled with English as my major, but I know I picked it for some reason...even if I'm extremely unhappy with that choice.

I feel like I should have picked something that I'm really truly passionate about. I love reading, but I don't read anymore (outside of class) because I am so tired of it.

Hopefully that will get better once I'm not reading 5 books for each class.

Hopefully.

I also need to start writing more. I think I'm going to write more about traveling, but I'm not sure yet. Maybe I'll like writing more than reading...who knows...

Putting on my happy face.

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♥ Emi

October 10, 2009

A survey stolen from Chelsea

I'm all better now. The test said that I didn't have the flu or swine flu, but I'm pretty sure that I got a false negative. My body likes to lie to pass tests, it's happened before.

Now I'm bored and putting off studying.

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You find out your ex is having a kid with someone you don't like you say?
I guess it would depend on what happened. If it was some drunken accident, I'd probably get a laugh out of it then feel bad for the kid.

You find out you're pregnant?
At the moment I'd be shocked since I'm pretty sure there was only supposed to be one immaculate conception.

Was it hard for you to get over your ex?
It was hard to get over my first love. Sometimes I'll be all nostalgic and then I'll remember how he treated me. It was also hard to get over one other guy that I dated...that was two years ago and I'm just getting over it now.

Could you stay in the same relationship for over a year?
I have before.

Who was the last person you talked on the phone with?
Oh snap, I think it was my dad.

Is there anyone you wanna be with right now?
Ah yes...

What are you thinking about right now?
This Mexican coke is really good. It's in a glass bottle that says Coca-Cola on the side.

Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and isn't around now?
There are a number of friends that I don't talk to anymore. We just grew apart as we grew up. That happens but it still hurts because some of them were really good friends.

Listen to Miley Cyrus for 3 hours straight or go skydiving?
Listening to Miley Cyrus would be cool but it's too easy. If you're paying I'll go skydiving.

Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?
The only person I know also shares my first name. We were best friends in the 4th grade and shared everything. It was so much fun.

Do you get along with girls?
Most of the time. But I guess that goes for guys too. I do my best to get along with everyone but I usually get along better with guys because I'll have more in common with them. But sometimes I'll find some cool girls. Kiki and I get along because we both love our dashing Brits *cough*HughLaurie*cough*.

Think of the last person who said i love you, do you think they meant it?
I think it was my mom or my dad. I'm pretty sure they meant it.

When was the last time you spoke to your sister?
I don't have a sister...

Do you have an "ex box" with pics and letters from past lovers?
No I don't have an ex box. I only have maybe 5 pictures from one boyfriend and they are in my scrapbook pile for that year. Letters I have in my letter box along with all my stationary. Nothing special.

Your last received text, would you kiss them?
Nope...sorry Sara

Will you keep your last name when you get married?
-If- I get married, I would not keep my last name. I love it but hate it because no one can say it.

Do you give out second chances too easily?
Sometimes yes, but sometimes I'm so blind that I let people walk all over me and give them 52 chances.

Have you smoked a cigarette today?
No I've never smoked one myself.

Which underwater creature do you find the most badass?
Underwater...probably the giant squid or the Portuguese Man o' War.

Where is your favorite place to get pizza?
California Pizza Kitchen

How do you usually find out what the weather'll be like for the next week?
I go on weather.com or check my dashboard weather widget. I've always checked the weather. I have some weird "have to know" feeling about the weather, like if it rains and I'm not prepared that I failed the test or something.

What kind of cake did you have for your last birthday?
A chocolate cake that I ate too much of...

How much ice cream do you think you'd be able to eat before you got sick?
Technically it depends on what ice cream. If it's lactose free, I could eat gallons. If it's from Cold Stone Creamery...probably about a spoonful before I explode. I love ice creammmmmmmmm

Why did your last relationship end?
I broke up with him because he pulled some stupid crap and argued all the time without making sense. He also wasn't over his last girlfriend. That = bad.

Are you happy right now?
At the moment yes. I feel much happier than last week.

Who has hurt you the most?
I'm really not sure.

Would you hit a member of the opposite sex?
I've done it before, and not just my brother. I only hit when it was well deserved so I'm pretty sure it was justifiable.

Would you rather be rich, or famous?
Rich, because if someone is famous but not rich that usually means they did something really dumb.

Do you consider yourself bi-polar?
No but sometimes I question my mental health. Especially when I get extremely OCD and start flipping out about how my clothes were folded. No one touches my laundry now...

Have you ever felt betrayed by your best friends?
Yeah I have felt that way, and I have been betrayed. I really hate that feeling.

What if your ex found out you fell in love with another person?
I think some of them would be happy for me. One I don't know about because he's still hiding (literally) from me.

Do you ignore people when you're mad/upset with them?
No I don't. It's impossible for me to ignore people. I'll talk to them but I might not be the most talkative or nicest person until whatever happened was resolved.

Where do you think your number one is right now?
I don't have a number one.

Is the person you last texted single?
Yes I'm pretty sure she is...

Be honest, are you supposed to be hanging out with anyone tonight?
No, I'm supposed to be studying tonight. >>

If your best friend needed somewhere to stay could they live with you?
I'd say yes automatically, but it depends on whether or not she would bring her dog. We have dog allergies in the house and she couldn't bring her Cara. :(

Does your password have to do with a guy?
Yes! But it's a male TV character. lol

Have you ever kissed a blonde haired, blue eyed person?
No I've never kissed anyone with blonde hair or blue eyes. Maybe I need to find an Aryan. lolol

What would be the first thing you would do with $1,000,000 dollars?
Put some in the bank, buy a new digital camera, and travel. Maybe end up in Japan, I'm not sure.

Have you held hands with anyone today?
My computer mouse.

What is your favorite feature on the last person you kissed?
Eh, I don't know.

Who was the last person to send you a text message?
Sara

Do you know a secret about your ex and if he/she pisses you off will you tell?
No I don't mess around with secrets because if I had one, I wouldn't want anyone to do that to me.

Would it hurt seeing the person you last kissed, kissing someone else?
I wouldn't care since we aren't dating anymore.

Are you wasting your time on someone?
Nope.

Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?
I doubt it.

Who did you last kiss?
Mr. Bear

Do you have a good relationship with your mother?
I think so. We talk about all kinds of stuff and watch TV together. She helps me learn how to sew and goes shopping with me.

Where is your dad?
Helping his brother move stuff or mowing his parent's property. I have zero idea.

Would you fall apart if that last girl you hugged walked out of your life?
I don't even remember who I hugged last. It was probably Sara. I'd be really sad and miss her.

What are you doing tomorrow?
Tomorrow I'm studying and whatnot. Probably finishing up cleaning my room and going to the post office if I don't make it there today.

♥ Emi

September 30, 2009

sick

I'm really sick (might have the flu) but I realized that the deadline for an audition was today.

So I gathered my strength to make this video.

Please comment on it. ^^



♥ Emi

September 26, 2009

At the Doctor's!

On Thursday I went to the doctors because I wasn't feeling well.

I had a fever and didn't know about it!

I got a new asthma inhaler and a shot. :(

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I snuck a picture while I was waiting for my shot. ^^

I have been sleeping a lot more lately so hopefully I will be better soon~~

♥ Emi

September 23, 2009

I'm excited!

I will be going to Florida in October (with my family) for my aunt's wedding.

Afterwards, we will be going to Orlando to go to Disney~~

And the best part is--we will be attending the special Halloween night.

But the reason I am so excited is because my mom said that everyone is allowed to dress up in a costume.

So! I will go as Minnie Mouse~~~!!!

She's not my favorite...but I already have clothes that I can use for the costume. ^^

I made a practice coordination to see what accessories I need to make it extra special.

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JSK (Dress): Angelic Pretty
Cutsew (Shirt): Baby, the Stars Shine Bright
Socks: Metamorphose Temps de Fille
Shoes: Secret Shop (they are Angelic Pretty Tea Party Shoe replicas)
Minnie ears: Disney

I might just wear my hair as Minnie ears and put red bows in both buns.

But I still have time to figure it out~~

♥ Emi

September 20, 2009

Cake~

I made this cake for my aunt's wedding shower!

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Making the fondant pearls.

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Some of the chocolates are done!

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The cake~

It is a homemade chocolate cake with homemade chocolate frosting. On top there is blue fondant icing (which I colored myself) and fondant pearls painted with silver pearl dust.

The flip-flop sandals and crabs are hand colored white chocolate. The seashells are white chocolate with peanut butter mixed in. The starfish are peanut butter flavor. We used brown sugar to make the sand.

Making cakes is so much fun~~

♥ Emi